New Fleet Foxes album is AMAZING. Heard this in the mountains today and LOVE it.
I feel like my mind and thoughts are like cement. Different molds are in my head, and I wasn’t sure which one to pick. But now that I know which one to pick, the cement is already half dry. I feel as I get older, it dries more and more.
Unfortunately they impacted me in a bad way and pretty much ruined my first year of college. It’s the kind of person that you don’t realize is doing as much harm as they are right away. It took me three years to understand. Today I was reading Tucker Max and realized that his description of his fans is my description of this person.Just switch his fans for that one person in my life and there you go. Here it is:
“These people-my fans-were the very definition of posers. They read my stories on the internet, saw in me everything that they weren’t but wanted to be, and tried to have what I had by pretending to be something they weren’t. They weren’t out to do what I do-celebrate life, drink for the enjoyment of it, and experience the happiness that comes from being around people you like, they were trying to fill the holes in their souls by sucking the life out of me.”
This person ruined a year of my life for me for this reason, I could not stand them, and they practically worshipped me….. the more I loathed them, the more they became like me, and the more I tried to not be like them because they irritated the hell out of me. This caused me-without knowing it at the time-to not be myself because I thought I was being like that person. I actually lost myself for about a year and could not think of a time in my life that was worse for me than that. I also cannot believe it took as long as it did to recover from it and figure out what went wrong. Who would have predicted that the person who helped me realize this would be TUCKER MAX!?
Here are some greek letters for those who want them. Just copy and paste lol. My favorite combination is KΣ, but thats just me!! ABΓΔEZHΘIKΛMNΞOΠPΣTYΦXΨΩ
Had such a fun weekend in Cruces! It was so great to be back after waiting so long. Had to come back home for a couple more weeks though :S Is the summer over yet!?!?!
